Well its been a while since I've put time into this blog, so here we (the royal "we") go!
Now I've been journaling for a little over a year now and some of that will appear here. For those that know me, this will be the edited version of what they understand of my life since then. I'll try to keep it brief as to not bore the august body that is you the reader.
"The short SHORT version." So..starting from last Summer. I quit at&t, moved to Texas for a better job and life. Endured heartache and headache and then had a couple events in a row that woke me up. So then I moved again and have been trying to live a drama-free life. The past seven months have had their ups and downs. And then I had what some may call an epiphany. Had what I thought was a heart attack, may have just been an anxiety attack, found I needed better control of my blood pressure and blood sugar. Also my stress and diet. Moved into a better environment, went back on the HCG Diet, walking a couple times a day, writing more and playing more guitar. Cut a bad element from my life permenantly and am trying to straighten out another major event in my life. I refuse to live in misery anymore, I'll not be so nice, giving, loving, caring..doing everything for everyone with the blinders of love on..just to get mistreated, used like a welcome mat. Walking over me on their way to another. I need to not lose sight of life around me, and who I am.
Still reading? Whew, though I put you to sleep with my mental cleansing. Anyway..done with the rant. I shall do better to write more on this site. If you continue to read this page again or stay subscribed, I promise it'll get better. Peace!
